AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH……

I need to yell. I can’t yell right now since everyone in my house is sleeping so I just settled for a virtual outburst. Not as sastisfying, but it does do the trick. So… who’s impatient isabella? Well no one really… I just like using allitertation for how I’m feeling or describing someone. There’s Debbie Downer(also made famous from SNL), Technical Ted, Nosey Nancy, Happy Hilary… it goes on and on. Right now Impatient Isabella is me.  I want this thing soooo bad. We’ll say this thing I want is a Brand new car. On the outside this car looks amazing. I mean fresh paint job, rims galore, and all that good stuff( can you tell I know nothing about cars?) Anywho… This amazing car. We’ll make it a brand new model. A Cheetah GX 2009  special edition is beautiful to the eyes of EVERYONE who passes it. Everyone wants it! But can everyone afford it? (no) And you know something else? This Cheetah GX 2009 isn’t even all it’s cracked up to be. Sure on the commercials it says you can go 0 to 150 in 3.6 seconds. It also says it’s great on gas (it’s a hybrid…GO GREEN), and there a four tv’s inside, and surround sound system that shakes when you drive down every street. Yes.. it lures you in until you are trapped in it’s trance. But the Cheetah GX  has a scraps of metal for an engine! And they forgot to tell you when you start the car it sounds like death coughing up a lung! Ok… you say. I can deal with that. But you sit inside and the four tv’s are black and white only, and aren’t too shabby. You only can watch one channel pbs. Who cares you say? it’s still a car. But the last thing they forgot to mention in that million dollar commercial is Little ol Cheetah GX 2009…. is secretly a hoopty( with an amazing stylist) lol . Do you still want it now?

There are so many things that this can go with in life. Something is spoken of so well. Like it’s magical once it’s yours. Like you’ll have happiness like none before when it’s in your hands. You ever think about what would you actually do with all of that? REALLY?

 Yes I know I still want “it.” And i burn with anger everytime someone older… wiser tells me “Be patient”, “Patience is a virtue”…. I’m the opposite. Quite hasty… I want what i want… darn this flesh of mine! So I confess that yes I am being impatient isabella. But maybe I can learn more about this “thing” i want as I’m waiting for it. Pray about it. Hear from God… Maybe afterwards I can come up with a new alliteration. Smart Sally???♥