Lost

1.
no longer possessed or retained: lost friends. 






2.
no longer to be found: lost articles. 






3.
having gone astray or missed the way; bewildered as to place, direction, etc.: lost children. 






4.
not used to good purpose, as opportunities, time, or labor; wasted: a lost advantage. 






5.
being something that someone has failed to win: a lost prize. 






6.
ending in or attended with defeat: a lost battle. 






7.
destroyed or ruined: lost ships. 






8.
preoccupied; rapt: He seems lost in thought. 






9.
distracted; distraught; desperate; hopeless: the lost look of a man trapped and afraid. 

A new door has opened for me but as I walked through I lost my way. I can’t read the street signs, and everyone here is not a recogniazble face. Everyone is dressed in uniform and I’m obviously not. Everyone’s walking to the right but everything in me is pushing me left. Is something wrong with me? Am i crazy? Everyone is moving… their destination unknown… but they seem so driven. So motivated. So busy. I’m standing still in the same boring position. Doing the same boring thing. Watching them move passed me. I watch in amaezement at this repetitve action. Everyday from sunrise to sunset they move… never stop. I stand still. I watch.  I’ve lost all motivation to move. I’ve lost my way all together.  Lord please guide me… cause I’m lost with out you.