Maybe….

Deep dark eyes, staring into mine
Waiting for the moment, when will we intertwine
You kiss my lips, caress my hips
Taking my mind and body to a heavenly trip
Your thoughtfulness runs steady
When you ask me if I’m really ready
I open my mouth to say yes, but reality hits and so does the stress
Your not here with me, and I’m not there with you
I lay in my bed wishing to be in her shoes
She has your mind, body, and soul
And it’s so sad, because I’m here trying to let you go
*Take it Slow*
And just try not to let it show
But when I think of you my mind wanders into different directions
Trying to break my feelings down into many different sections
I think and think like if I looked like her, talked liked her,
Even acted and dressed liked her, maybe instead of her
Maybe you’d want me, and not just for what you see
No, no, no it can’t only be physical
Why not mental, emotional, and spiritual too
Look I have nothing to hide; all I want is you by my side
All these thoughts keep racing, my feet keep pacing
Wondering, what is it that you do, that draws me to you?
Is it your hair, your clothes, your skin, your nose?
No, none of that, but maybe I suppose
It’s that smile that drives me wild
Whatever it is that makes, me feel this way
I hate it and wish it goes away
Because as much as I expressed what I feel for you
You never react the way that I want you too
I want you to feel how I feel, see what I see
And then maybe one day, you’ll truly appreciate me